Walla....my blog, so long never visited my page. Busy with other thing :-p. There are alot of thing happen since last month.
First, my work....well, lately feels like i am the secretary, am the courier girl, the coordinator, the admin and on and on and on...except the boss. Promise myself not to complaint or whinning, but cannot tahan! Beside one of my senior encourage us to leave the company (can you believe that?). He told me that, beside than salary offer much more less than any other company, our annual increment also less than 5%. So sad....So, definitely still looking for other job. Went for two interview so far. No luck I guess...
Next, my daughter story. Hmmm...didn't see her quite a while. Worried she forgot about me already. So, try my best to call her almost everyday. Now, she called my mom 'mother' and me 'mommy'. My mom told me that she very naughty now, big boss in the family (the only one who have authority to instruct all the people in the house) and she talking Iban much more fluent than me! Not to mentioned the dialect she use.
My friends, Cik Leha. She pregnant...I don't remember for how many month. Married to that guy. Since than, she become bitter and 'difficult'. So, just let her be for the moment. Do not want to disturb her. She will 'disturb' me when she needs me.
My ex, must sms me at least once a week (wonder for how long). Finally see him few weeks ago. He came with his new Honda car. Even ask me to test drive. Told him about the JPN thing. He ask me whether I really sure about it because according to him he change alot already. He visited his mom all the time, went to church, started a business. He kind of realise what he missing and want it very badly, and he believe that marriage should be only once in their life. Told me that he too busy to have other women in his life. What a sweet talking. Almost fall for that.
Than, he started to suggest to bring back Darlene here. I told him I can't do that. My financial situation won't allowed me to do that and I can't depend on him financially. He told me that he going to help me every month. Hmmm....so tempted to said 'ok'. There nothing else I want beside than being close to Darlene.
But yesterday, a wise advise from a friend, not to believe him. He with other women right now, he not really working and the suggestion to bring back Darlene here is just the trick to control me. Now, everything makes sense. No wonder he keep on asking whether am dating anybody right now. Keep on asking that question. If he really care about Darlene, he will take care of her no matter where is she.
He thought that with Darlene here I will behave, not going out so much, he can come anytime he wants to visit Darlene, his mom will be happy, I will always come to him for money, , and most of all he can control me. What a selfish people. Darlene so comfortable and happy over there with my family and her friends and suddenly want to change her life?!
Anyway, enough of him. Back to me now. This month alot of celebration and party. Started with PD Trip, where we eat non stop, 24hrs. This week, farewell lunch for our GM, next week going to arrange Department Lunch at Shangri La Hotel, another week we have Wedding at Klang. Fuh, double diet next month!
