My ex, call me every single day to check on us and talk to Darlene. Just before went backto Kuching we fight over the phone. He wants me to bring Darlene back. I totally aware why i left her there, but when my ex scold me and told that "it's okay, if you want to keep her away from me, but don't you feel guilty to seperate her from her own mother. Don't you think she suppose to be at least with the mother?!" Well, I am feel guilty actually. But, what choice do I have?
Anyway, spend some quality time with her for a week. When I was there she always told me that "mommy, I want to follow you back to KL with that aeroplane". My mom always tease her that she will not coming to KL with me if she not behave. And i think, it a little harsh for her. Had to advise my mom to stop it. Told my daughter that she will follow me back to KL when she a little older. Probably hard for her to understand than my mom's version but at least she knows that she still be loved and nobody punish her that bad because of misbehave.
Toughest day is when I leaving her again to KL. Had to lie to her that am going to toilet, so she won't be screaming watching me leaving her.
As usual, some of her picture from my last visit.
A teddy bear from her father
