Aha! I'm come back :)
Too busy with alot of things. My life just like a roller coaster. Sometime up, sometime down, sometime plain dull days, sometime upside down. Well, lets started with my daughter stories. She have alot of stories.
Finally, after one year I bring her back here. At first I thought I will be apart from her much more longer. But my ex keep on pushing me and promise me this and that if I bring her here. I never believe him but the temptation to bring her back here much more greater than anything else. So, here she is. With me more than 2 months already. I was so worried at first, that she couldn't fit herself at nursery. That she not comfortable at my house (our house before), that she looking for my family back in hometown. That the father will take her away. Worried + worried = panic. The transition period is the worst period. Am jumping on everything not working well. Getting angry all the times and become so emo all weeks.
But, Darlene is easy going kid. Very fast adapting herself to new environment. Closely attached to me and her father already. Her toys building up quite fast. I need to place a special place to put her toys. Send her to nursery on the second week she's here. Cried like mad on the first week. On the second week started to okay and everyday after nursery she will sing all the song she learn from the nursery. Just a month at nursery she can sing almost all the song!
There is nobody else that much more happier than the father. He will fetch her most of the days. Bring his mother to my house or ask me to go to his parents house almost every weekend. I got to do that, kononnya lah to maintain our good relationship for Darlene and the primary motive is to get as much money as I can from him every time I see him with Darlene.
Recently Darlene has chicken pox. Lucky it doesn't spread to all body and face. I don't even know she has it, until we bring her to specialist. She active as usual, the chicken pox just like insect bite, even one of the doctor told me that she might have the allergy on insect bite. Anyway, because of that she cannot go to nursery. Almost two weeks stay at home. Lucky the father willingly take care of her. He stay at my home during that time. And that the most difficult time for me and Alla.
Now she is okay, and started going to nursery. A day before that, the father promise to come and bring her jalan jalan as usual, but he didn't turn up. He never return my call till later that midnite. Telling me that he drunk and couldn't get up.
I got angry immediately. First) He got drunk the whole day?! Second) He never initiate to call or sms just to inform that he couldn't make it?! and make us wait the whole day. Third) I know he lie to me again. He must be up to something the whole day. Fourth) he doesn't keep his promise so far. So fight again over the phone. I didn't let him to see Darlene.
But yesterday, something come up. As usual, I come out from office as early as I could. Ready to drive my car, when I notice there is a marathon going on. In the middle of massive traffic jam?!!! They even close the road!!! We stuck for more half an hour. Everyone getting impatient and horning their car and it started to look like a horning festival already. Anyway, to cut long story short, I leave the car park at 6.20 and reach the nursery at 6.45pm. The Teacher calls me few times already. The father just sms asking about that. I was so upset , refuse to talk to anyone.
Finally the father sms me and told me that he going to fecth Darlene from tomorrow onwards. I think that the only time he makes the decision and sound firm. Never been like that before. We'll see later this evening, how the action la pulak!
