For those out there that never knew if 'single mother world' ever exist....here a peek of our world;
we don't talk about family much because it will make us sad
we do alot of work because we need money
we need alot of money because our ex never pay a single cent for their children's expenses, so our expenses become double, triple...
we seems to be quite all the time because our self esteem almost empty
We cry alot, because we saw our children future with imperfect family surrounding with 'perfect family'
We thinking alot, because we became father, mother, brother and sister and friend to our children
We loves our childrens so much that we willing to do anything to hold them in our arms again or better, forever.....
Well, that the sad part, but the good part are;
we stand for what we believe, that we deserve to be happy
We fight for our dignity, respect and happiness as we believe we deserve it
we can decide almost about everything, nobody will stop us
we much more independant that we can survive anywhere
we have the power to control our own life and how we want it to be
Our house much more clean, tidy and comfy
Our home heavenly peaceful
....and finally we can go out with any guys we want, anytime :-)
